Tonight, our little baby went to be with Jesus. JT and I are firm believers that life begins at conception. We lost our baby tonight.
5 days ago, I began spotting, not a big deal for most pregnancy. Then it increased. On the 3rd day I went to the ER, everything came back fine. Something did bug me, my ultrasound came back a week later than it should be. I went to the Doc yesterday to check on everything. I got to see and hear the babies heart beat. It was bitter sweet, because the heart beat was slow. Even though the Doc kept reassuring me that everything was fine, I still knew something was not right. She prepared me for the chance of miscarriage, as though she knew it would be happening soon. Today, I started having bad cramps, almost like contractions and I was bleeding A LOT. We went back to the ER. After several hours, we got the news that we already knew was coming, we lost our baby.
Right now, I feel very numb. JT is having a hard time. I wish things were different, I wish I still had a living being inside of me. I know that God has all things planned and He knew this day was going to happen and I can rest in knowing that He is going to take care of us. Please keep us in your prayers.
For my baby...sweet kisses from your daddy and I, we love you and look forward to the day we get to hold you for the first time.
2 comments:
I love you all so much! You are wonderful parents, and I am thinking about all of you right now. Hug! Let me know if there is anything I can do.
Sarah... I love your family and am so sad for your loss. I can not imagine the feelings you have, but just know that I am here for you if you need anything... even far away... Take care of yourself and embrace your two beautiful daughters, they'll give you great comfort I know.
xoxo Katie
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